FINALS ARE AROUND THE CORNER !!!

dear bloggie ,

im back in Kuching now, Uni's life has started as usual . Finals are coming closer now. its in about 4 weeks time -.-' Daddy called last last night to give some word of encouragement. its kinda hard ! ACCOUNT AND MANAGEMENT are KILLING me softly !

25th SEPTEMBER 2013 :)

Can't wait for November semester break :)

I'm coming home , coming home , tell the world that I'm coming home. 

Lots of  Love,

Velen :) 

BOOBIES ?

I couldn't AGREE more :) 

yeap, so true :)

New Friends New Surrounding New Studies

I value the friend who for me 

finds time on his calendar,

 

but I cherish the friend who for 

me does not consult his calendar.

24/4/13 and yes I am finally 18 years old . 

27/07/13 - Today,

Living alone here in Kuching , well literally alone (i have my uncle, aunt and lil cousins) here, seriously is no fun at all . GOSHH ! i spend a lot too . thereis no onw to tell me Velen stop spending like my mum use to or start studying like my dad use to tell me . sound like a spoiled brats ? well kinda but im not actually . REALLY im not spoiled ? ok . done with that . 

No wonder at high school the teacher use to say don't date now , In Uni you'll find better partner . BOOM! JACKPOT ! its true you know . hahaha HOT GUYS ARE EVERYWHERE AND YES SMART ONE TOO :) well currently single now , but im not intrested in anyone of them yet. NOT YET ? hahha yeapp im ok with being single . FOR NOW laaaaa....

emm what else to write about ? well , i have so much to say , but there is so little time . now watching SKYFALL . wouldn't want to miss it . Goodnight yaw !

lots of love,

velen :)

Something that had never CHANGE

IT IS SOMETHING THAT HAD NEVER CHANGE
IT IS SOMETHING THAT CAN NEVER BE REPLACED
IT IS SOMETHING THAT I CANNOT GET RID OFF
IT IS SOMETHING THAT I REGRET ON LETTING GO

SOMETHING THAT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE
YET SOMETHING SO PRECIOUS THAT ONLY
ME AND YOU CAN COMPLETE IT .

ITS YOU , YOU TILL NOW.

The New Leaf

HYE PEOPLE ! YAW !

IT HAS BEEN OVER A YEAR SINCE I LEFT THIS BABY BLOGGIE .. I WAS LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY TO SEE HOW IMMATURE I WAS BEFORE . OHHMY ! KBYE !

Left Alone :(

I ALWAYS knew that this would happen 

someday . Girls out there ! 

never give your heart too much to a guy 

why ? cause they end up breaking it . 

freak . 

as what i have mention early .

sudah jatuh di timpa tangga . 

everything that day was so psssstttttffff . 

i don't even wanna type what had happen .

everything is just so .  eee ! gosh .

forget about it . 

This morning priscilla and vivien went for breakfast

with me . yen was talking about long distance . 

i was so surprise that this week most of the girls in

school were talking about long distance relationship .

glad mine was over . but still im hanging at the edge of it . 

i really want to get this over with . really . 

if i have to bare this alone . then let us just put an end to it . 

agree ? YES ! 

Yen agreed too . 

that feeling suck you know . really suck . 

the end 

What i want !

I hope that i would cross your mind 

once in awhile just so that i won't

feel pathetic for thinking of you 

all this while . you suck#

the greatest irony of love is :- 

YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW ?

1 . Loving the right person at the wrong time .

2 . having the wrong person at the right time .

3 . Finding out that person is right when they are about to leave you .

NOW THAT IS SO IRONY -.-' 

yeah , you may walk to me , make me laugh ,

make me smile and say the sweetest things to me .

but how many girl are you doing that to ? 

Just because there is no tears ,

doesn't mean that she doesn't cry ,

And just because she come off strong ,

doesn't mean there's nothing WRONG !

GET ME? 

WHAT I WANT ?

I want someone that who won't care 

of that i'm incapable in sitting still 

that i can't grasp the concept of cleaning

and refuse to be ladylike

especially all cuddly and love dovy everywhere 

someone who realize that half the decision i make

are something i will regret doing

and i have the right to over-react at any given moment

i want someone who know that i'm completely insane

and he would want me no any other way :)

thank you very much .