Keith Owen Nelson

i'll be missing you :)

*wink wink

im very very very very super supper duper truper happy ~ :)
wahh ! kdk org sakai jak bunyi kan ? haha
he call me bha. nGeE~
adOo! ahha our conversation was full of silence and laughter !
jaek bha him. haha still want to bully me.
bie. becoming a chef ? woot ! make sure you cook for me. haha
don't forget to write you sng kae.. :)
tajuk : lagu nama nama. haha
he called me like 2 sumthing then off at 3 sumthing. ahha
sambung balik msg.
mesti he tertdoe bha.
he xda reply. i think larh.
pez pez. i pke me yang mimpi. haha
paduhal we both tertdoe. ahhaa
ganna miss him today. haiyaa...
laen jak asa klk eyy...
dah alrh malam malam biasa wall to wall nan nya.
p mlm klk aku wall to wall ngan ayam dbah umah atok. haha
ayam ayam. jangan alrh engaku memancing emosi ku nanti. heee
ngegeh bha KEITH ! minta kereta :P
haha
me myself jawk xda kereta.
how to buy for u. hahha
wat to buy oso i dunnoe.
yeap i ngakuk u ngegeh dear !
mr.ngegeh ! haha <3
when im gone jaga you.
i'll be watching on your move.
haha
apa kha ?
maka im not in miri.
you boh mowk mabok2 tahap dewa dewi arr.
minum tp with limit oke dear ?
heee :)
emily chua ! haha
tanx alot sis :)
love you.
awal pagi gk msg me. ahhaa
pez pez emily msg time keith xda.
then xda nya time keith ada .
keith tdoe nya msg gk.
haha
tanx sis . muaxh ! . u slalu ada time me lonely :P ahha
lonely kha me ? haha
no im not coz i have someone :)

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeee
sowt me lamak lamak eyy.
haha
mok gila oredy this one. haha
kejap gk czn dah mok sampey eyhh.
dear wake up now ! ahha
biar larh him. mesti lelah.
cat umah. then teman kan me.
cian him.. take care bie :)

daaaa bye bloggie ;)

eeeeeeeeeee !!!!!

seram eyyh.

cpa puwn num yar.

knak nya mala jak kol ?

adoo. seramm eyh !

THERE IS NO KEITH OWEN NELSON NAMES HERE !

maka baru jak engkah keith up there ! haha :)

love yar like crazy ! :)

While waiting for him.

this is what i do :)

*chat with my cousin

*packing my cloths

*online

*seeing his picture

*trash my books

*re-read his messages

*painting !

see dear ! im painting too :)

weeee~~~ not only you. haha

me too !

I'm painting my nails BLACK ! haha

gagaga !!!

mana kamo bha ? heh . lama betol ilank.

adoo. ! tomorrow x jadi ekot dady balik kpg. hmm

i have to teman kan my czn hantar her parent to the airport !

waaa :( wanna follow dady.

p nevermind larh. sempat gk online later. heee

bagun awal 2mrw at 5 ! then tunggu czn ambik. yeaa.

then........

stay at lutong. haha

me and czn jak :)

yesh ! bebas :)

wait till 2 pm for MR.TJJ to pick us up.

then we all balik Ulu Teru.

yeaa. my bro ada there.

uHha ! tiap tipa petang mesti oegi bukit later.

hahaha

macam biasa bha. cari line. yeeaa.

im so gonna miss Emily Chua.

Danielle.Holistar.Brenda.Rushi.Alice.Amanda.Lala.Java

Ayoi.Bayen.Aen.Khuz.

Keith ! :)

have to sleep early today. nite nite :) muaxh !

BLOGGIE !

mana he pegi. waa :(
he tido kha ?
dear. dear. dear.
imissyou. imissyou. imissyou.

NYAK YAR BULIH ! hahhaa
dear. :p i curi ur picyure. haha
x marah kan ?? ahha
i want to ask. tp we x text. ahha
spa yg salah ? me juak. haha
paloi velen ! waaaa :(
sabar velen. imaaaaannnnn. haha :)
keith Owen Nelson <3

28/05/2010 :)

yea yea . im goin out with my family.
woot ! haha shopping jak keja. haha
i bought a new dress. hahaha
mamy say dat i look like someone that is younger than my real age.
hahhaa
bangga me dega dat pujian. haha
kan im the first child. ahha
my adek adek suma beli baju kck2. macam org mok keja jak.
but mine was different. im is sort of like .. hmm how to describe arr ?
CUTE ! haha the the sales girl in the shop calls my lil sis my sister.
that was WOW ! haha she merajuk while i keep on laughing .
then mamy was like. im not surprise at all. haha

wwwwwweeeeeeeee~~~~~~~
*macam mok main swing jak. ngee~
keith text me. ahaha
mala jak ckp sal keith. haha
mesti he terbatuk batuk there. haha
dah im in love with him. gagagah !
he made me BLUSH !
hahaha
all the way at the road side. i was smiling.
its freaky. but i loiikee ! haha
grandma ( mamy sides) said that i was crazy.
and i answer her. : yeap im crazy. crazy for kk... *i stop suddenly.
then she ask who ?
so i say no one. hee i miss my frens at skol. hahaa
she just smile. n i was closing my face. bcoz i noe its getting red. ahha
malu larh dat one. sikit gk mok kantoi. haha

diriku bahagia :)

Dear blog :)

im official with Keith Owen Nelson :)



he's a very nice guy. friendly.
and i'm in love with him. haha
thanks to facebook. that we both are together. ahha
thank you FACEBOOK !
he comfort me in all situation.
i hope this love will last long.
really felt like first love.
this is just too good to believe :)
bna bna me x sangka. haha
i noe that this would happen. ahha
coz every time he texts me .
i would fell something weird in side.
haha so sudden of nerves.
keith ! if u are reading this. i hope u feel the same. :p

dah gk bha dear. ahaha
stop reading it ! its new. bha. haha
lol. love :)

TOLD U TO STOP!!

HAHAHA I LOVE U LIKE CARZY. HAHA

OMG ! i think im in love. ahha
can't stop this feeling.
yeaa :) mamy. dady. haha
im in LOVE ! ahha
Keith Owen Nelson <3

keith

to Keith !


stop reading this blog ! haha :P

BLOGGIE :)

heee tanx to Keith Owen Nelson.
this two days was the best. haha
chatting and arguing with him is the best. ahha
tanx nes best friend.

weee~~ me x jadi pegi beach just now.
haha lala punya kakak akher datang.
so we all just c movies larh in the room.
haha happily crying n hugging lala :)
haha i miss you sistaaa :)

sister evelyn :)

we must be patience
believe that in him everything is possible
he will give us hope
he is the real joy giver
everytime i;m sad i;ll think of this
"THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH"

this is one of they way that u can think
if u want him.. the strongest thing that you can use to communicate with him now is prayer
how hard you pray and things don work
do not give up
coz who knows you are very close to it
it's just that God slow down the speed when the solution is going near to you

UHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!
hahha

today. 26/05/2010

teachers day ! happy teachers day SMKL :)

lelah ouuh. me and dylnne lari here and there.
adoo.
from bilik pengawas to dewan harmoni.
cari cari ckgu gik. bagi hadiah.
haha
banyak nowk hepi n senyum.
p ada juak nok pndang dawk yar jak hadiah yar.
coz ngga keick jak.
haha
gya kha ? adoo.
xbaet eyy

nang best larh. haha
gila keja ku tewk.
plentey mr.marcus.
haha
sporting nya ritok.
haha
nya suroh ku jadi camera women nya :)
wakaka
syuukkk ku.
nya ambik gambar nya megang spoon n plate nan kak sya.
haha
chalie bha. haha p best.
lekak yar pa gk.
suma makan larh.
haha
kdk bukan hari guru ja eyy
kdk hari SMKL !
semua sambut. haha nang best alrh...


wan bagi cokoyet kek tewk.
weeeeeeee
best :) haha
suma org pdh love u wan. haha
gara gara cokoyet kek wan jak. haha

You were supposed to be the truth, you became the liar, and I am the fool.

how sad ? very ad rite ...

doom :(

sayang kamu :)

lalala bloggies :)

sya sayang dia. dia dia dia :)

hanya dia yang sya mahu.

dia dia dia

dia yang saya sayang.

gila gila gila.

gila saya kerana dia.

love love love :)

AKAI ! haha


me and brenda dah datang gila. haha we all setuju mok letak pon pon at our names. haha
uhaa :) yeahh !
veronica velintina pon pon :)

me believes :)

I believes in this :)

to my beloved friens. i cry because :

"People will tell you not to cry. Well I'm telling you to cry because I don't want to know your suffering inside."

stay alive :

Let go of what KILLS you and hold onto what keeps you BREATHING.

Try to stand :

You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret (=

NIGEL :

Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go, not because you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come back.
My friends think I'm moving on, but the truth is I'm not that strong. And I've kept all the words you said, in a box underneath my bed. But if you're happy, I'll get through somehow, but the truth is that I've been screaming out.

He want me to stay ?


hmm. we text yesterday.
yeaa. i told him that i wanna change my number to clcm back.
i really want to throw away my digi number.
but i just can't do it.
he told me to stay.
should i .
hmm. i wanted to.
but he's not mine anymore.
yesterday...
something weird had happen.
im not sure wheter im dreaming or what.
but some kind of angle of death. just text me thru him ?
is it impossible ? weird rite. hahha
i dun really believe it tho.
plus plus plus he said that his hand was bleeding.
at the same time. mine was too.
i was playing with the compasses when i acidently poke my hands.
i was very painful. but i just keep quite.
but still. i keep on praying the rosary yesterday.
maybe that could help him.
and myself too.
we all need peace in our hearts. waaa :)
sriusly. you can never knoe what will happen next.
this is too freaky to believe.
my goodness....
he did text me this moring.
around 5 something.
i never expected that.
YEA ! im happy. ofcoz i'll be over the moon.
but then i keep myself down for awhile.
now that i realise.
he is no longer mine ..

“The tears fall, they're so easy to wipe off onto my sleeve, but how do I erase the stain from my heart?”
Tears are words the heart can't express...
but most of all. i love the rain .
coz no one knows that in crying .
cuba larh me x kenal you before.
but then ...
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.

hmm.. its the beginning of my single life.

bloggie :)

today, chiey chiey told me something.
about his past love.
my goodness.
i cried. well it sounded exactly like mine.
i tried to erase all of mr.munyit names in side my :
spec case
watch
calculator.
pens
pencils
shirt
hand
finger
toe
hair bend

i told chiey chiey that.
i td i was gonna be simple.
gonna be easy to forget
but . noo .
it was too hard.
hmmm

then chiey said.

i know how u feel sis.
i know you can do it.
it would take time.
but u'll gonna be just fine :)

so i fake a smile.
so that he would stop.
his word just make me wanna cry n cry again.

i don't want to forget.
i don't want to forget.

no no no no :'(

teman teman. saya rindu sama kamo semua. hmm

adoo. ! paloi me ! pal me salah sent just now.
i need a hug from him actually..
i miss him most.
true i miss my confirmation fren too.

i really need manda to hug me tomorrow. aha
me x dpt tahan. my hati x berhenti mok nggis jak.
my mata lagik larh. adooo.
how to stop this feeling ? how ?

aww. :) haha having fun time with my sygs :) <3 love you all sygs.
lala cry just now. adoO. sama jak our naseb. guy guy guy ! waawaa
haha we all kacau java just now. haha her hair was very messy . as always. wakkaa
best eyy. we all one genk sama tempat duduk.
but then ... jeng 3x
my name kenak panggil. ahha
terpaksa me duduk depan. adoo.
tapi xpa. haha i'll do my best there. aha
i'm the one who is incharge or bringing the offering :)
heee :) happy. sangat sangat . but then ......
me kenak pilih jadi leader. waaa nebes me. i hope me xda slow effect tomorrow.
hahaha melatah larh paling me have to control now.
spoil everything later. haha
dah alrh i seat depan sekali. hmm
trying :)

Dear God . Help me :)_ guide me tomorrow. help me to be more alert of my sorounding :) AMEN :)

He : Bby . don't worry. evreything is goin to be fine. im not leaving you. she chase over me. i never like her. she herself like me. i kept quite only. you come to the stadium tomorrow if you don't believe me. ask the whole band that i don't like anyone in the band.

Me : oke. oke . dah gk bha. enough is enough . lelah me like this. lemah semangat me dyy.

He : Im sorry. i know. im sorry. but grace. i don't love her. or even like her. im tired of fighting . dear. im sorry.

Me : me too ! im tired of fighting with you ! sakitt betol my hati dyy :(

HE CALLS ME 6 TIME :(
so i nswr it. yeaa. he did comfort me. untill i text someone..

me : did he call u ?
she : ya . u ?
me : yepp . what did he say ?
she : nothing lah. he x want me to leaves him. im about to break ody.

i was .. KEPARAT (ludwig) :'(

your words ! youe love ! its a lie ! no LIEESSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!! with lots of ssssssssss !!!!!!!!! :'(

rainbows :) hee cantek kan ? cuba larh hidup ku dawk ya juak. hmm mimpi indah. waa :'( bila kah diri ini akan berhenti mengharapkan diri mu yang tidak akan pernah setia ?

PON PON ! :) hee genk pon2 sma sma pegi pasar last sunday.
we makan pau babi merah. yeaa yeaa. haha sedap.
paling sot when babi brenda masok aek. ahha
tedah nya. hee i spon suma dat time. lallaa
next week confirmation. uhaa ! best :)