MOHD SABRI BIN SARKAWI :)

idontloveyoulikeididyesterday :)

this guy ! keep on confusing me lately .
hahahhaha im in love with him is it ?
GOSH ! im not sure . hahahaha
am i ? yeaa POSITIVE im in love . :)
one moment . he would be nice to me . then BACK to the old sabri .
the one who always annoys me ! :P abie abie . causeiloveyoumorenow :)
he would tell me he hates me ! while back in his heart it was actually i love you velen :p hahahaha perasan me :)
i don't want to be perasan bah ! answer my question .
do you like me or not ? cause i know you do .
YES ! cintaku tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan :) i think ?
seee banyak bha i think ! im not sure . eyy ! this feelings sucks ! :(
give me an answer boyy . i don't wanna be a freak . :p
i hate waiting . hahahaha or let us take it slow ?

abie ! you knoe , efan bising2 tewk . time cikgu sanu . nasib cikgu sanu x dengar .
efan mdh . cikgu gerek abie ya cikgu ! apoo .
mok ku tampar . hahahaha ! tapi ee . efan ya 'kiut' gilak . hahaha

aww ~ im in love with you darling ! HAHAHAHA

good night :)

ini Natasha Vanessa Choo San Mae :)

saya baru sahaja mengenali nya beberapa bulan ini .

tetapi hubungan kami bagaikan seperti adik beradik .

ketika saya memerlukan nya .

dia sentiasa ada di samping .

walaupun berjauhan .

saya dapat merasai keberadaan nya disini

memberi sokongan dalam apa jua yang saya lakukan .

saya tidak lah mengenali nya sangat .

namun saya sangat menyayangi nya .

tahu tidak mengapa saya sayang pada nya ?
kerana dia sudah saya anggap seperti kakak kandung . :)

saya tidak pernah mempunyai seorang kakak seumur hidup ini .

walaupun ada saudara perempuan yang lebih tua .

namun kasih sayang yang di curah kan adalah berbeza .

semalam . saya sangat ketakutan .

bayang bayang hitam muncul di hadapan saya .

saya rasa ingin menaggis . kemudian nya bayang bayang itu memeluk erat saya .

saya rasa sangat nyaman berada di pelukkan nya .

namun tiba tiba dia hilang meninggal kan saya .

di dalam bilik yang gelap .

dah dengan cahaya yang malap di hujung bilik tersebut .

saya benar benar tidak dapat tidur ketika itu .

kemudian nya . sasha menghantar kan pesanan ringkas kepada saya .

dia hantar kan doa untuk saya baca kan .

saya baca doa tersebut lalu kemudian nya kembali tenang .

tanpa saya sedari saya telah tidur dengan lena malam itu .

betapa dia mengasihi ku . :)

terima kasih kakak ku yang cantik sasha :)

ini olang anda sekalian kenal bukan ?

ya ini dia . encik emparak keith owen nelson girl girl !

panjang bukan nama dia ? well , itu lah kenyataan nya .

terlalu dan terlampau panjang nama dia .

saya juga tidak tahu bagai mana hendak memanggil nya .

jadi saya panggil dia girl girl saja .

sememang nya dia adalah seorang lelaki yang bajikk :)

orang ini telah spon saya itu hari . hari pertama dalam hidup

saya lihat dia memakai itu baju biru . maaf ayat saya

tunggang terbalik . begini la cara nya orang menunggang motosikal ya .

semalam saya menunggang motosikal sampai terlanggar itu semak samun .

tapi akher nya saya pass juga :)

orang ini sudah saya anggap seperti abang kandung saya sendiri .

walaupun secara peribadi nya kami sangat jauh berbeza .

cita rasa yang berbeza . kehidupan yang berbeza . namun kami serasi

bersama sebagai kawan yang gila . hahaha kepelikkan nya itu telah

banyak membuka mata saya dalam mencari erti hidup .

saya suka memberi nasihat kepada orang . namun diri sendiri masih

tercari cari akan keidupan ini . nasib baik saya jumpa dia . sekarang , xda orang

berani ganggu saya . apalagi menyakiti saya . muka nya yang ganas itu namun anggun menawan

telah membuat kawan saya sendiri takut . tetapi mereka suka akan dia . kerana dia adalah orang yang baik . good girl ;)

Kotak-Tinggalkan Saja (HD Video Clip)

Jesse McCartney - It's Over - Official Video (HQ)

I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now.
I mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine .

I'm too tired to listen.
I'm too old to believe.
All these childish stories.

I try but its so hard to believe.
I try but I can't see what you see.

My whole world is changing .
I don't know where to turn .
I can't leave you waiting .

I try to understand the distance and between .
The love I feel the things I fear and every single dream .

I can finally see it .
Now I have to believe all those precious stories .

ifoundyou :)

PMR :)

OOOOOOOOO . ini la masa nya . akhirnya tiba juga .

Akhirnya tiba juga hari yang di tunggu tunggu selama ini .
buat yang ke sekian kalinya aku dapat merasakan gemuruh yang semakin hendak meledak ini .
untuk yang pertama kalinya aku berasa begitu gementar .
aku tidak dapat merasakan apa-apa selain daripada degupan jantung ku yang semakin laju .
OH TUHAN . Engkau permudahkan lah jalan hambaMu ini Tuhan .
sememangnya aku belum bersedia 100% namun aku akn lakukan yang terbaik .
Straight A itu bagai kan sudah berada di gengaman . YEAH ! aku percaya . aku boleh !

MR LUDWIG LANG !

Ludwig Lang is a 15teen years old guy .
he is my bestfriend .
dah tiga tahun we both kawan .
but i never realize that he exist in my life for almost 8 years .
how sad ! he always know how to comfort me with the silliest jokes .
he'll never let me fall in deep sadness . he can't even stand of seeing me crying .
like just now . aaron hides my teddy bear .
he was like stop it aaron . don't make her cry or i'll kill you .
whoaa ! didn't see that coming .
he ever told me that .
oo velen . just play any prank on me .
i don't mind it . not even a bit .
even if you spit on me .
i'll still be smiling .
seeing you happy is enough .
its time to end your suffering .
4 months is enough girl . HAHAHAHA !
and i was like ? what ?? hahahha okayy .
today lagi teruk . He quarrel with his mom .
just because he can't go out .
to my party . well he plan at first .
the he say i need to see velen and everyone .
aww ~ what a good friend you are . :)
Thank you .
i still remember you hugged me for the first time .
and you said that you really misses me .
it had been a year that we didn't see each other .
and today . you did the same thing .
i didn't cry . but i want to .
but i felt nothing . hmm
sorry . :(

ifoundyou :)

The Party !

okayy ! it did not went like what we plan .
but we had fun . :)

morning .
as usual . i'm going for youth mass .
this time i came earlier than before .
i was planning to meet LALA there .
and yeaa . i found her .
by the parking lot . hahaha
then we both hugged . like always .
we talk and talk and talk .
until its time for her to go home .
at the corner of the church .
i saw brenda . then we both hugged .
again as usual . aww ~ i love hugs !
brenda went for mass two time !
wow ! sanggup . hahaha thank you pon pon .
then we both hides from alice .
still , at the end . BUSTED ! hahaha
i told alice the truth . TRUTH :)
i didn't cry bloggie .
it felt AWESOME man ! hahaha
i love her . no . i loves her . hahaha
and bla bla bla .
too much dramas just now :D
and we liked it !

evening .
party almost starting !
mummy sent me to the canteen to buy all the stuff .
then after that . i made some sandwiches for them .
THEY LOVE IT ! :)
okayyy . Let me start from here .

it was 3.09 pm . and i was worried that no one will come .
i don't even bother to call anyone .
cause im afraid of their answer .
suddenly my phone rings !
ohh , it was from bryan .
he invites me to parkson and marina .
sorry . i can't come :(
then i ring again !
Holi is on her way ! yeaaa :)
then she arrive . shiiuu . what a relief .
after 10 minutes like that stacy and Elvira come .
Lagi la me happy .
el datang2 jak play with my hair .
kan i ikat my hair pony tail .
she keep on saying its cute . hahhaa
ALAMAK ! perasan me . hahaha
then we chit chat . well girls :P
suddenly , they say . TEMAN TAPI MESRA ?
WTH ? hahha its about me and Ludwig .
xda pa2 la u guys . hahaha we're friends only .
set that in your mind .
suddenly , Ludwig text me .
kan he plan for all of this .
tetiba jak he say he cannot come .
his mother wouldn't allows him to go out last minutes .
WTH ?! i just reply like that .
but i don't really mean it .
but he takes it too serious .
he keep on saying sorry .
i can't reply him back that time .
i don't have credits .
aaron was on his way to my house that time .
he was hoping so much for Ludwig to come .
he don't want to be the only guy that time .
after finish charging his phone .
he text Ludwig . He told us that Ludwig is fighting with his mom .
His mom wouldn't let him out .
He was begging and so on . i don't want to hear it anymore .
gosh ! i eel so terrible .
i told aaron to tell him that no need to come .
i can understand that . no worries .
but he insisted . he still want to come .
at the end . he end up walking alone to my house .
awww ~ his house is quite far from mine .
still , he sanggup to do so .
datang datang jak ..
he sit down beside aaron and layan diri .
i was smiling and laughing alone .
bet the girls know what im thinking about .
the funny things is that he just start to mumble around like crazy .
we started taking photos after that .
jealousy struck when i come for aaron and stacy . :)
i miss them . we all kacau them both tadi .
especially Elvira . mala jak kacau orang . tapi sendiri malu malu kucing :P
tetiba aaron main with this one bug .
me pula curious . haahha
i was playing with it too .
pelik ? tapi bena . hahaha
we mala jak scream here and there . hahaha
shukkk ! hahaha sott .
banyak la we do . i can't barely type anymore .
HAHAHAHAHAHA ! i just love today .

ifoundyou :) for the last 8 years :)

This 3 girls are the best ! :)
they all yang x pasti mok dtg tetap menghadir kan diri . hahaha
aww ~ i miss them already .

baju puteh : Elvira @ kiut !
she keep on merendah diri at the same time puji puji diri . hahaha
baju hitam : Holistar @ sott !
Holi tak habis habis ketawa . and talk about ******** :) hahahah evans .
hancur my teddy bear kena youu eyy :P
Baju purple : Stacy @ mummy !
ngegeh ! hahaha first2 yerr cool abis . then grk dtg . OMG ! hahahaha
control . hahahaha tapi tetap sweet :)
alien belakang : ORANG YANG MERAJUK DARI PAGI HINGGA PETANG :)

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it.

I'm over your hands,
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

i can dream of the old days .
life was beautiful then .
i remember the time .
i knew what happiness was.
let the memory live again .
i must think of a new life .
i mustn't give in .
:)

all my troubles seem so far away now .
but then ,
it seem like there's here to stay .
suddenly , im not the one i use to be .
seem like ,
there's a shadow living over me .
:)

A true love really hurts .
trying to forget all my feelings .
teardrop . rolling on my face .
here in my heart !
there's a determination of losing you once more .
and im ready this time .
:)

Your hands in mine .

hey you ! yea you .
don't you realize that i would always be there for you ?
don't you know that you hurt me a lot ?
i guess you noticed it .
just that you don't bother right ?

Hey girl !
don't cry in front of other anymore .
don't show them your weakness .
and never never let them fail you for the second time .

life is easy ?
depends on how you take it .
it could be hard and easy .
Humans are weird sometimes .
they take simple things so complicated .

Yesterday . let it be yesterday .
never do what you did last time .
never repeat your mistake again .
never let i happen in the future .
create some new environment in your life .
open a new chapter and keep on living with it .

someone told me today .
that this person is never gonna be in love again .
because it hurts so much .
their words can't be trusted .
but why do we keep on hoping for more ?
then , i kept silence for a moment .
flash back for awhile .
whoaa ! mine is complicated too .
break up hook up !
overall BULLSHIT !
i had enough of it .

now . wait . for the time to come .
wait for the right one .
never rush this matters .
and prepare for more to come .

:)