Left Alone :(

I ALWAYS knew that this would happen 

someday . Girls out there ! 

never give your heart too much to a guy 

why ? cause they end up breaking it . 

freak . 

as what i have mention early .

sudah jatuh di timpa tangga . 

everything that day was so psssstttttffff . 

i don't even wanna type what had happen .

everything is just so .  eee ! gosh .

forget about it . 

This morning priscilla and vivien went for breakfast

with me . yen was talking about long distance . 

i was so surprise that this week most of the girls in

school were talking about long distance relationship .

glad mine was over . but still im hanging at the edge of it . 

i really want to get this over with . really . 

if i have to bare this alone . then let us just put an end to it . 

agree ? YES ! 

Yen agreed too . 

that feeling suck you know . really suck . 

the end 

What i want !

I hope that i would cross your mind 

once in awhile just so that i won't

feel pathetic for thinking of you 

all this while . you suck#

the greatest irony of love is :- 

YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW ?

1 . Loving the right person at the wrong time .

2 . having the wrong person at the right time .

3 . Finding out that person is right when they are about to leave you .

NOW THAT IS SO IRONY -.-' 

yeah , you may walk to me , make me laugh ,

make me smile and say the sweetest things to me .

but how many girl are you doing that to ? 

Just because there is no tears ,

doesn't mean that she doesn't cry ,

And just because she come off strong ,

doesn't mean there's nothing WRONG !

GET ME? 

WHAT I WANT ?

I want someone that who won't care 

of that i'm incapable in sitting still 

that i can't grasp the concept of cleaning

and refuse to be ladylike

especially all cuddly and love dovy everywhere 

someone who realize that half the decision i make

are something i will regret doing

and i have the right to over-react at any given moment

i want someone who know that i'm completely insane

and he would want me no any other way :)

thank you very much . 

I can't hold on to it anymore !

It tiring . no news . left untold .
i know but i waited . but still . was left untold .
i need that one day . a heart to heart conversation .
not through calls , not through friends .
mostly , not through TEXT ! coward .
one day , one day i'll tell you .
i can't let you be in my heart no more .
one day for sure . if you keep me hanging on .
we know for sure in the first place .
that this would ends this way .
but none of us bother to care .
we just go on with the flow .

once , big ears had left 6 pierce ear for a nose ring .
what a bout flexible body ? are you gonna leave 6 pierce ear for someone else ? 


i don't want to jump into any decision first .
let us talk and decide ourselves . thank you .

sincerely ,
6 pierce ear .


i wrote that 2 years ago . STUPID -.-'
i don't even understand it anymore .
but what i know . i going through that now .