I can't hold on to it anymore !

It tiring . no news . left untold .
i know but i waited . but still . was left untold .
i need that one day . a heart to heart conversation .
not through calls , not through friends .
mostly , not through TEXT ! coward .
one day , one day i'll tell you .
i can't let you be in my heart no more .
one day for sure . if you keep me hanging on .
we know for sure in the first place .
that this would ends this way .
but none of us bother to care .
we just go on with the flow .

once , big ears had left 6 pierce ear for a nose ring .
what a bout flexible body ? are you gonna leave 6 pierce ear for someone else ? 


i don't want to jump into any decision first .
let us talk and decide ourselves . thank you .

sincerely ,
6 pierce ear .


i wrote that 2 years ago . STUPID -.-'
i don't even understand it anymore .
but what i know . i going through that now .

stress gone crazy :)

THOSE DAY ARE SOME OF THOSE DAY
       THAT I WISH I NEVER HAD TO GO THROUGH
THOSE DAY ARE JUST A DAY THAT I NEVER WANT TO HAPPEN
        BUT IT JUST DID .

LAME -.-'

i was mad and gone wild one day.
another day,
a friend called .
friend : velen darling ?
me : yeaa ?
friend : lets hang out .
me : emm sure.
friend : place ?
me : somewhere near .
friend : sure -.-'

THE END :)

no it doesn't end there .
the next day i end up not going to see 'friend' . HAHAHA
stacy and jerina had waited for almost 3 hours for me .
they called and called and end up planning something behind me .
TRUE : people say when all of you started to be in long distance , it just keep you close to each other.
behind me , they planned a BBQ . ohh gucci prada .
4 years of not seeing each other . we finally did :)
yesterday was left untold . im so touch :') i just love them .
bato, stacy , jer, holi, chris, darren, authur , guy, guy, sophia, brian :D

we close up all lights till 9 pm . we stay at the kitchen only .
why ? stacy's aunty was spying on us -.-'
normal . emm may i skip the whole thinggy ?
well , cause i'm lazy . haha
i end up going back around 11.30 pm .
sophia , stacy's sister send me back .
cheers for sophia :D hahaha

p/s : all of them are AWESOME (:



imy guys :D

I'll be doing it Just Fine :)

One more time i was elected as the YCS Club president .
Oh Lord , this is a hard task for me .
I thank you for it and may that you'll guide me as i go through this whole thing.
but i know that i'll do it just fine with you by my side :D

My problems with few of my friend were settle .
it will not hurt you to say sorry even tho' its not your fault .
I have prove it right today .

sometimes , you just need to take it easy to get back on track .
Tomorrow i'll be going to brassband practice and then straight to St.Joseph Cathedral for the drama audition .
Me and Tracy will be doing the judging . The audition is for our up coming event . Mother Teresa play :)
Hopefully a lot of people show up . Hopefully . emm


Keep on climbing , you'll reach it . whatttt ? okayy i'm just bored now .

i heart pooh bear :D 

My Best Guy :)

Happy Birthday bestguy :)

May God bless you always . 

Chill and relax . Things will workout at the end .

You're a strong guy and i know you a lot .

i know that you can achieve all your dreams . 

i'm fine here and still holding on .

Don't worry , i'll never forget you . 

love ya babe :D 

we are our own world \m/ :D

from :

-the awesome velen- 

I Trust in You :)

Me: Can I ask you a question?

God: Sure

Me: Promise you wont get mad.

God: I promise

Me: Why did you let so much stuff happened to me today?

God: What do you mean?

Me: I woke up late.

God: Yes , you did

Me: My car took an ages to start.

God: Ok

Me: At lunch they made my sandwich wrong and I had to wait.

God: ummmhmmmmm

Me: At home my phone went dead as I went to pick up the call.

God: Alright

Me: And on the top of it all off, when I got home, I want to soak my feet in my new foot massager and relax, but it wouldnt work! Everything went wrong today! Why did you do that?

God: Let me see. The death angel was at your bed this morning and I had to sent one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.

Me (humbled) : Oh..

God: I didn't let your car work because

there's a drunk driver on your route that

would have hit you if you were on the road.

Me (ashamed) : .....

God: The first person who would make your sandwich was sick and I dont want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldnt afford to miss time off for on work..

Me: (embarrassed) : Ok...

God: Your phone went dead because the

person that was calling you will give a false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk with them so you'll be covered.

Me (softly) : I see, God..

God: Oh, and that foot massager, it had a

shortage in the wire that would throw out all of the power in your house and I didnt think you wanted to be in the dark.

Me: I'm so sorry.

God: Dont be sorry... Just learn to trust me in all things, the good and the bad

Me: I will trust you.

God: And dont doubt that my plan for your day is better than your plan

Me: I will, God. And let me tell you.. Thank You, God, for everything today.

God: You're always welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children. Iloveyou.

I Should Stay Away :)

And now that i know , i should just stay away .
Stay away from people LIKE YOU !
i don't want to fight nor quarrel with you .
You should stop and stay quite .
That big mouth of your had just ruin everything
everyone is planning for throughout this year .
LIKE SERIOUSLY !? wadafak ? watzittoyahh ? you ain't got nothing as a result child .
HEH cahange will ya ?

Someday :)

yeah :) 

beautiful :)

rock \m/ :)