life isn't easy . yea thats the word . when things when wrong suddenly then you realise that you are not that strong after all . all the pretends and smile you give away was such a big mistake . how you pretend to be so strong every time when people mess up your things or you life . how others just take advantage of you just because that you are willing to do anything for them . then one day , one big problem crash into your life . and the only person that stands there with you is none than others accept Jesus . where have your friends go ? have no idea . they want the best for you . want to give you time . but do they ever realize that you just want them to be with you . to give you hopes like how you care for them . to love you back like you love them . mostly , just to be there with you in time of your worst nightmare problems in life . but hey , not everyone will leave you . some are just erkk like that . but some , you just can count on them . for they surely be there for you . bloggie , it had been for 5 days . i cried all night long . just hoping for something out of this world happens . but nehe nehe :) not gonna happen . this particular person told me that this particular person loves me . and i was like . i love you too and thank you for always being there for me . i started to cry once again ! hahahahha delyna , daphnie and sherilyn tauk tauk jak how to make me laugh again . kak sya starts to hug me over and over again . last wednesday i didn't go to school oo . hahahha i got fever . kan me sempat online . i chat with miss.vann . hhaha akai ! she told the whole class . then suddenly in class during english she told me that she jumpa my boyfriend ? BOYFRIEND ? i don't even have one . hahahaha sott la her !
mmmmmmmmmmm bye . gtg . mamy datang :P