Left Alone :(

I ALWAYS knew that this would happen 

someday . Girls out there ! 

never give your heart too much to a guy 

why ? cause they end up breaking it . 

freak . 

as what i have mention early .

sudah jatuh di timpa tangga . 

everything that day was so psssstttttffff . 

i don't even wanna type what had happen .

everything is just so .  eee ! gosh .

forget about it . 

This morning priscilla and vivien went for breakfast

with me . yen was talking about long distance . 

i was so surprise that this week most of the girls in

school were talking about long distance relationship .

glad mine was over . but still im hanging at the edge of it . 

i really want to get this over with . really . 

if i have to bare this alone . then let us just put an end to it . 

agree ? YES ! 

Yen agreed too . 

that feeling suck you know . really suck . 

the end 

What i want !

I hope that i would cross your mind 

once in awhile just so that i won't

feel pathetic for thinking of you 

all this while . you suck#

the greatest irony of love is :- 

YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW ?

1 . Loving the right person at the wrong time .

2 . having the wrong person at the right time .

3 . Finding out that person is right when they are about to leave you .

NOW THAT IS SO IRONY -.-' 

yeah , you may walk to me , make me laugh ,

make me smile and say the sweetest things to me .

but how many girl are you doing that to ? 

Just because there is no tears ,

doesn't mean that she doesn't cry ,

And just because she come off strong ,

doesn't mean there's nothing WRONG !

GET ME? 

WHAT I WANT ?

I want someone that who won't care 

of that i'm incapable in sitting still 

that i can't grasp the concept of cleaning

and refuse to be ladylike

especially all cuddly and love dovy everywhere 

someone who realize that half the decision i make

are something i will regret doing

and i have the right to over-react at any given moment

i want someone who know that i'm completely insane

and he would want me no any other way :)

thank you very much . 

I can't hold on to it anymore !

It tiring . no news . left untold .
i know but i waited . but still . was left untold .
i need that one day . a heart to heart conversation .
not through calls , not through friends .
mostly , not through TEXT ! coward .
one day , one day i'll tell you .
i can't let you be in my heart no more .
one day for sure . if you keep me hanging on .
we know for sure in the first place .
that this would ends this way .
but none of us bother to care .
we just go on with the flow .

once , big ears had left 6 pierce ear for a nose ring .
what a bout flexible body ? are you gonna leave 6 pierce ear for someone else ? 


i don't want to jump into any decision first .
let us talk and decide ourselves . thank you .

sincerely ,
6 pierce ear .


i wrote that 2 years ago . STUPID -.-'
i don't even understand it anymore .
but what i know . i going through that now .

stress gone crazy :)

THOSE DAY ARE SOME OF THOSE DAY
       THAT I WISH I NEVER HAD TO GO THROUGH
THOSE DAY ARE JUST A DAY THAT I NEVER WANT TO HAPPEN
        BUT IT JUST DID .

LAME -.-'

i was mad and gone wild one day.
another day,
a friend called .
friend : velen darling ?
me : yeaa ?
friend : lets hang out .
me : emm sure.
friend : place ?
me : somewhere near .
friend : sure -.-'

THE END :)

no it doesn't end there .
the next day i end up not going to see 'friend' . HAHAHA
stacy and jerina had waited for almost 3 hours for me .
they called and called and end up planning something behind me .
TRUE : people say when all of you started to be in long distance , it just keep you close to each other.
behind me , they planned a BBQ . ohh gucci prada .
4 years of not seeing each other . we finally did :)
yesterday was left untold . im so touch :') i just love them .
bato, stacy , jer, holi, chris, darren, authur , guy, guy, sophia, brian :D

we close up all lights till 9 pm . we stay at the kitchen only .
why ? stacy's aunty was spying on us -.-'
normal . emm may i skip the whole thinggy ?
well , cause i'm lazy . haha
i end up going back around 11.30 pm .
sophia , stacy's sister send me back .
cheers for sophia :D hahaha

p/s : all of them are AWESOME (:



imy guys :D

I'll be doing it Just Fine :)

One more time i was elected as the YCS Club president .
Oh Lord , this is a hard task for me .
I thank you for it and may that you'll guide me as i go through this whole thing.
but i know that i'll do it just fine with you by my side :D

My problems with few of my friend were settle .
it will not hurt you to say sorry even tho' its not your fault .
I have prove it right today .

sometimes , you just need to take it easy to get back on track .
Tomorrow i'll be going to brassband practice and then straight to St.Joseph Cathedral for the drama audition .
Me and Tracy will be doing the judging . The audition is for our up coming event . Mother Teresa play :)
Hopefully a lot of people show up . Hopefully . emm


Keep on climbing , you'll reach it . whatttt ? okayy i'm just bored now .

i heart pooh bear :D 

My Best Guy :)

Happy Birthday bestguy :)

May God bless you always . 

Chill and relax . Things will workout at the end .

You're a strong guy and i know you a lot .

i know that you can achieve all your dreams . 

i'm fine here and still holding on .

Don't worry , i'll never forget you . 

love ya babe :D 

we are our own world \m/ :D

from :

-the awesome velen- 

I Trust in You :)

Me: Can I ask you a question?

God: Sure

Me: Promise you wont get mad.

God: I promise

Me: Why did you let so much stuff happened to me today?

God: What do you mean?

Me: I woke up late.

God: Yes , you did

Me: My car took an ages to start.

God: Ok

Me: At lunch they made my sandwich wrong and I had to wait.

God: ummmhmmmmm

Me: At home my phone went dead as I went to pick up the call.

God: Alright

Me: And on the top of it all off, when I got home, I want to soak my feet in my new foot massager and relax, but it wouldnt work! Everything went wrong today! Why did you do that?

God: Let me see. The death angel was at your bed this morning and I had to sent one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.

Me (humbled) : Oh..

God: I didn't let your car work because

there's a drunk driver on your route that

would have hit you if you were on the road.

Me (ashamed) : .....

God: The first person who would make your sandwich was sick and I dont want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldnt afford to miss time off for on work..

Me: (embarrassed) : Ok...

God: Your phone went dead because the

person that was calling you will give a false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk with them so you'll be covered.

Me (softly) : I see, God..

God: Oh, and that foot massager, it had a

shortage in the wire that would throw out all of the power in your house and I didnt think you wanted to be in the dark.

Me: I'm so sorry.

God: Dont be sorry... Just learn to trust me in all things, the good and the bad

Me: I will trust you.

God: And dont doubt that my plan for your day is better than your plan

Me: I will, God. And let me tell you.. Thank You, God, for everything today.

God: You're always welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children. Iloveyou.

I Should Stay Away :)

And now that i know , i should just stay away .
Stay away from people LIKE YOU !
i don't want to fight nor quarrel with you .
You should stop and stay quite .
That big mouth of your had just ruin everything
everyone is planning for throughout this year .
LIKE SERIOUSLY !? wadafak ? watzittoyahh ? you ain't got nothing as a result child .
HEH cahange will ya ?

Someday :)

yeah :) 

beautiful :)

rock \m/ :)

He Loves Me

Life is not easy when you're living it alone .

Sometimes , you just need to open your eyes and see that

you have everyone that you needed in life to survive .

i was watching the passion of Christ few minutes ago 

and i was touched . . . . . . 

He never fail to show me His LOVE :)

The Long Distance is Killing Me ?

hye bloggers :)

before you start read further on , 

do read the tittle first . 

So its about long distance again . ohh great ? 

tired of it ? you may go :p

well , i guess you prefer staying then . good !

Does long distance relationship kills you ?

from my point of view , for now ....

look at that guy . . . .

my answer for nor is NO WAY :)
                      you still can live my fella chickas
                     it is not that hard . well , no offence , missing someone felt like a thousand years.
                     but at the end it all worth it . good things happen for those who waits :D

- LONG DISTANCE -

Bruno Mars 

There's only so many songs that I can singTo pass the timeAnd I'm running outta thingsTo do to get you off my mind(Oh)

All I have is this picture in a frameThat I hold close to see your face everyday

With you is where I'd rather beBut we're stuck where we are and it's so hardSo far, this long distance is killing meI wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are and it's so hardSo far, this long distance is killing meIt's so hard(So hard)When we are(When we are)

We're so far, this long distance is killing meIt's so hard(So hard)When we are(When we are)So far, this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hoursAnd the hours feel like days while I'm awayYou know right now I can't be homeBut I'm coming home soon, coming home soonAll I have is this picture in a frameThat I hold close to see your face again

With you is where I'd rather beBut we're stuck where we are and it's so hardSo far, this long distance is killing meI wish that you were here with meBut we're stuck where we are and it's so hardSo far

Can you hear me crying?(Ooh)Can you hear me crying?(Ooh)Can you hear me crying?(Ooh)

With you is where I'd rather beBut we're stuck where we are and it's so hardSo far, this long distance is killing meI wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are and it's so hardSo far, it's so hard(So hard)When we are(When we are)

We're so far this long distance is killing meIt's so hard(So hard)When we are(When we are)So far, this long distance is killing me
my line is too slow lately . so yeah look for the song by yourself or just click here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YC9Jxi78G1I

                                                                                                                           lots of  love ,
                                                                                                                                     Velen :)

Self-confidence

be yourself , don't underestimate yourself :)

Sometimes , you can never have what you want

or even BE what you wanna be .

But , never let that be a part of your life .

sometimes , fail in life just help you 

to be a better person . to learn from mistakes.

what is done , shouldn't be repeat .

what is made shouldn't be change .

what is given should be accepted .

what is done , is done .

you have to learn to appreciate yourself more

and to accept the reality .

do not waste your time on thinking of

what will happen next .

but what is happening now ?

what about now ?

never judge yourself , cause you may be lying

to yourself all these while or vice versa .

look at the mirror and reflect back .

think twice and never give up .

lots of love ,

velen :)

US :)

verse 1 

Baby when I look at you

There’s nothing that I can do

To keep myself from looking like a fool

And every night I pray

That you will be safe 

Where ever you may go

Pre-chorus:

And you and I both know

That we’re something else

Something more real

Something like love

Chorus:

I’m willing to bet 

That we can be like

Romeo & Juliet 

But with a happy ever after, oh yeah

Cause something about you

Is so different 

And baby together we

Have something no one else has seen before

Maybe it’s just us

Verse 2:

With every passing day

Your love never starts to fade (cause)

You’re still the one that I fell in love with

I know there’s not much I can say

But thank you for all the times

That you took me back

Showed me love

Stayed strong when I was weak 

Brunei Trip :)

Today my family and I (proper English)

HAHAHAHA

we went to Brunei .

-Seria , Tutong and Kuala Belait -

Bandar Brunei too . 

if you go there don't forget to go here :-

ee malas la wanna say anything -.-' tmrw . set ? kbye

Long Distance Rocks \m/

Distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough

i LOVE kids (:

Pictures from the Internet :)

                                                                         Mine :)

Stand For Your Rights :)

Be a hero to yourself :D

what's up ya'll ?
its 2012 ;) *im so late

My life is just great lately .
i'm more confident and more energetic .
will be having my spm this coming november . GREAT ! :D *sarcasm
friendship ? just nice :D well , some of them still backstab but someice are just fine .

i have one tips in coping up with 'bad mouth' problem .
bad mouth - well, my own dictionary . is known as those who talk bad about you .

if you are right and they are wrong , don't be scared to confront them .
walk up straight , look at their eyes and TALK .

so what if that person didn't want to admit it ?
as long as you know the truth , you have the right to speak up .
REMEMBER , never let others look down on you .
YOU are your own WORLD .
They don't have the right to judge you
just because they are better than you .

Take it to the positive sides ,

They hates you , its their problem .
They talk bad about you ?
wow , they are making you FAMOUS !
They spread rumors about you ?
THEY ARE GOING TOO FAR , but it shows that they are watching you all the time .
- guess what ? they admire you -.-'

always bare in mind that let nothing stand in your way .
Boys and Girls out there ,  let us all together stand up for our rights . (the good way)
Let no rumors bring you down and mostly ,
Human beings are at the same level in God's eyes , no one is perfect in this world but God .
Let God judge you and not someone who is in the same level with you .
Good luck peeps !

lots of  love ,
Velen :)