Let you go :/

Letting go of someone that part of your life 

is ONE major serious pain in the ass . 

it felt like your heart cracked into pieces ,

legs trembles and ouchh ,

everything in you hurts . 

in a few days to come , 

i'm about to let you go .

go from me and my eyes . 

when can i ever see you again ?

you really know how to keep your secret close baby , 

i'm the last person to know and it hurts a lot of knowing that

i'm the only FRIEND that doesn't know . 

i know that i shouldn't be mad at you or something ,

but it just that , i get all messed up . 

i can't control my emotion and the only thing that i can do

it to CRY , cry cry and cry some more . 

we shared every stories in our life . 

knowing you in this 3 years in one of the GREATEST GIFT 

that God had given me . 

i've never met with anyone that had the same birthday dates with me . 

the crazy sarcastic girl like me and yeahh , the one 

who CRY a lot like me . 

Maybe i'm the last person to know because you don't want 

me to be sad or something . 

but knowing the last is the most hurtful feeling that i'd ever felt . 

i'm not trying to blame you or something ,

if i'm in your position now ,

i may do the same thing too . 

despite all of this , i made my mind . 

maybe it's time to let go .

to let you go . 

God bless you :) 

i can't never forget you and yes , i'm so gonna miss you . 

never lose contact okay ? I love you baby :)

May your life to come will be fill with joyful & happiness . 

and be strong in finding your way , life , and God out there okay ?

stay active too baby . i don't want to shade another tears for you , 

because you're not going FOREVER . lets not say goodbye , but say 

see you again :) we still have our sister bond babyyy ! :D ouhhh , yeah !

Janice Mae :) 

lots of love ,

velen ;)