why me ? why now ?
it's 3 something in the morning and i just can't sleep .
since this morning , i just can't stand still .
something just doesn't seem right .
so now i'm the bad person ?
i know who i am , indeed i know me .
but you ? do you know who you are ? to yourself ? to me ?
you don't even get my point don't you ?
hey ! look at me straight in the eye .
i'm SCARED ! i'm scared okay ! i'm so chicken out right now
that my hands feel like frozen :/
do you know how hard it is for me to build up my trust ?
ohhh , you won't understand me .
goshhh , why do it have to be so hard ?
and i though i was the stronger one .
but i just can't face this alone .
i'm okayy alone .
it's fine .
i can't be happy if one person have to suffer .
it is better if we go our own way .
This word , up there , i might be saying it out
to you someday . when i have the guts to do so and when i am ready enough to let go .
things just happen suddenly and i need time . i understand your situation but i'm not a toy that you can hold on where there is no way i'm staying for REAL . get it ? Kbye .
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